february 18th, 2019

     i do not want to exist. i do not want to leave any traces or proof that i am alive, or was ever alive, yet, here i am leaving permanent traces on the internet. ironic, really.

     it is tremendously sad to me that i have no one to talk to, and i do not even feel comfortable sharing my feelings on this website that i created specifically for that purpose. i really do not understand the point of being alive?